All I can say is that my life is pretty plain.
The scariest part about leaving is feeling like I have no one. Pretty much like I’ll be forgotten.
If I told you the whole story,you would hate who I am, So I’ll keep it short. I lost someone that would do anything and everything for me in this world. My feelings changed, So I broke up with him. It didn’t feel right, but honestly I’m having a hard time deciphering right from wrong. I knew him and I wouldn’t last, but the way we ended was messy. I realized my mistake and tried to fix it, but it was too late. New years Eve I say alone while I read about how he was in a relationship. I was heartbroken, still am, and probably will be for a long time. I was mad at first, and then I thought about it. He can be happy now, I broke his heart and He’s healing. And That’s all I want for him. Is to be happy, even if that means I’m not. I’d do anything to take back this past month, but I can’t. All I can do is take what I learned and become wiser. He gave me some of the best memories and has taught me So much. I regret Nothing with him, though my heart is broken, it was worth all the good times. I hope one day him and I can be friends again without the hatred and tension between us, but if we can’t, I understand. I want to thank him for every smile He’s made me smile, every door he has ever opened for me, all the times he called me beautiful when I felt my worst, and all the times he was there for me when I didn’t deserve it. You’re a great guy, and I’m So sorry for everything I have put you through. This is kind of my final goodbye. I know I can’t be friends with him while He’s with someone else. At least not for a long while. I wish you all the luck in the world. You deserve it Cody Smith.